Iz so good to be BACK!

It was amazing. Twilight is cute but Trueblood is just GOT-dang SEXxY!!!

Yattttttaaaa!!! ( I Did it! Japanese)

So I was just on yesterday wishing something would happen and now today I got great news............
I've been accepted at the University of Hawaii! I cant wait to go!

Will grow but never bloom again

So much has happened today. I mean ALOT. But it is so sad the things I call exciting makes my life sound really boring. I saw a deer, went for a walk with my friend, had my car egged, and saw a pretty huge fire down town where i work. Actually that last one was big, but besides that every thing is pretty mundane . Sometimes I wish my life could be more on track than it is right now. I've graduated from high school and community college, great accomplishments but now I'm just stuck waiting for something to happen. Well I think i might actually be waiting for some one to come more than anything. I just want to connect with someone. I mean I'm glad that I have the friends that I do but you know i cant be intimate with the way I could be with a guy. I'm the only one who has not had a real boyfriend. I just don't know how to connect with them and the last couple of times I have they either a) still love someone else b) like someone else or c) are dating someone else. I just wanna meet a guy who could be my friend and then possibly my boyfriend. I just feel I deserve it. I've done whats right my whole life, been the GOOD GIRL. Never caused problems for my parents, got a job, help pay for things, graduated. UGGHHHHhhhhh!!! Maybe I just need a hug.