Step by step one day at a time for now. Last night was probably one of the lowest moments I've had in awhile, but it was something I really had to do or I was going be to stuck where I was. I finally confessed but I did it while I was drunk and I feel bad about that but I'm so glad it happened. For the first time ever I liked someone, got close, then got rejected and I actually feel stronger after doing it. It just shows me that I'm capable of get close and even if things don't work out I can still be fine after. Every other time in the past I would feel totally and utterly destroyed after for the longest but this time it feels like such a great weight has been taken off me and I feel so Proud!!!! I can over come those things that I think are impossible and still go on.YEAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
